I’m taking a huge leap in my life right now and I’ve been feeling massive amounts of fear creep in. Fear keeps telling me I’m making a huge mistake.
As I look back after eleven years of growing my first blog, I’ve come to realize that not fitting in may have been my greatest asset.
Through the process of practicing self love and becoming more aware of who I am, I’ve realized that many of my perceived weaknesses are actually a gift — some of them I now call my superpowers.
This new paradigm brings new ways of doing things; ways that allow us to align more with our Spirit and pay attention to where we are placing our energy.
I had tried everything to quit numbing with pharmaceuticals, alcohol and recreational drugs. I began to lose hope that I would ever be able to have the self control to stop. I was in such a deep hole that I tried to commit suicide. At the time, I was so desperate that it felt like the only way out.
Our best teachers often come in ways in which we least expect them. Three months ago, I rescued a stray kitten who turned my life (and my house) into pure chaos and yet healed me in ways I never could have imagined. I’ve been tested to my limits, had a spotlight blasted towards my deepest fears and weaknesses and, in the end, have truly been shown what unconditional love feels like.